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    <description><![CDATA[There is really nothing to know.  Summary is pointless.  You will form your own opinion and ideas about me anyway.

I live in the middle of nowhere...it is beautiful nowhere. Nowhere opens your eyes to everywhere and gives you a chance to recover from everywhere once you've seen it. :)]]></description>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Barbie Doll by Marge Piercy..one of my favorite poems.]]></title>
	      <link>http://beansidhe.buzznet.com/user/journal/1659791/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>Barbie Doll<BR>&nbsp;&nbsp; <BR>&nbsp;<BR>&nbsp; This girlchild was born as usual<BR>and presented dolls that did pee-pee<BR>and miniature GE stoves and irons<BR>and wee lipsticks the color of cherry candy.<BR>Then in the magic of puberty, a classmate said:<BR>You have a great big nose and fat legs. </P>
<P>She was healthy, tested intelligent,<BR>possessed strong arms and back,<BR>abundant sexual drive and manual dexterity.<BR>She went to and fro apologizing.<BR>Everyone saw a fat nose on thick legs. </P>
<P>She was advised to play coy,<BR>exhorted to come on hearty,<BR>exercise, diet, smile and wheedle.<BR>Her good nature wore out<BR>like a fan belt.<BR>So she cut off her nose and her legs<BR>and offered them up. </P>
<P>In the casket displayed on satin she lay<BR>with the undertaker's cosmetics painted on,<BR>a turned-up putty nose,<BR>dressed in a pink and white nightie.<BR>Doesn't she look pretty? everyone said.<BR>Consummation at last.<BR>To every woman a happy ending.</P>
<P><BR>Anonymous submission. </P>
<P>Marge Piercy <BR>&nbsp;</P>]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>beansidhe</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-01-14T15:30:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Pin-oc-ch-io-ohh]]></title>
	      <link>http://beansidhe.buzznet.com/user/journal/778831/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P><FONT size=2>I've got no strings<BR>To hold me down<BR>To make me fret, or make me frown<BR>I had strings<BR>But now I'm free<BR>There are no strings on me<BR>Hi-ho the me-ri-o<BR>That's the only way to go<BR>I want the world to know<BR>Nothing ever worries me<BR>Hi-ho the me-ri-o<BR>I'm as happy as can be<BR>I want the world to know<BR>Nothing ever worries me<BR>I've got no strings<BR>So I have fun<BR>I'm not tied up to anyone<BR>They've got strings<BR>But you can see<BR>There are no strings on me<BR></FONT></P>
<P><FONT size=2>lyrics "I've got no strings" Pinocchio </P></FONT>]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>beansidhe</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-08-07T22:26:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Snowmaid]]></title>
	      <link>http://beansidhe.buzznet.com/user/journal/126237/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">I lay still, soft and pliable</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Sleeping, lazy-flat, unformed</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">With just enough cold to maintain</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">an oblong dense expanse of white</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">&nbsp;<?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /><o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Until happening along, he came </P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Playful, gloved, and blue scarf-wound</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Windbroke in his down-filled vest,</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Already denim soaked knee-deep in me.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">&nbsp;<o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">He puffed his wind-pink cheeks up full,</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">And stooped to scoop and scooped up well, </P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Patted firm, packed, and scooped up again</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Until there was some beginning form.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">&nbsp;<o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">It puzzled me - that he would stay</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">So long working wet and tired -</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Patient, molding, coaxing, so completely sure</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">That I would come, at last, to something.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">&nbsp;<o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">He sculpted out my snow-blind eyes,</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Placed my nose where it belonged,</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Parted my lips with purposed thumbs,</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">And rounded out my chin within his palm.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">&nbsp;<o:p></o:p></P>
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	      <dc:creator>beansidhe</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-02-28T21:37:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[I have been Carnivorous]]></title>
	      <link>http://beansidhe.buzznet.com/user/journal/120050/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">&nbsp;</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">I have been Carnivorous </P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">&nbsp;<?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /><o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">And sucked the bloody bones, <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;</SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">and smoke-dried the fatted halves, </P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">and licked from my lusty fingertips </P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">The meat-sum of my unfortunate mates.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">&nbsp;<o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">I have tasted their sweet.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">I have tasted their savory.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">I have tasted their even bitters.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">I have drunk ten-times-ten to</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">Their good health (all tongue-in-cheek-like)</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">&nbsp;<o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt">And smiled, a sated&nbsp;glutton</P><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: EN-US; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA">Reclining on their skins.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;</SPAN><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;</SPAN></SPAN>&nbsp;]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>beansidhe</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-02-18T17:25:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[The old man in his shoes.]]></title>
	      <link>http://beansidhe.buzznet.com/user/journal/39214/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>The old man in his old shoes, old hat, old scowl</P>
<P>sat slowly with a rough harrumph -&nbsp;a sigh</P>
<P>escaping from his very, very old bones as they </P>
<P>settled themselves rather unwillingly into&nbsp;a younger </P>
<P>man's position.</P>
<P>The bench was forgiving of the weight, weft, and warp </P>
<P>of trousers that had seen too much of decay and not</P>
<P>enough of&nbsp; detergents -floral scented- or gentle hands folding&nbsp;</P>
<P>back into them the kind concern&nbsp;and smooth caress of a </P>
<P>wife long dead.</P>
<P>He looked up.</P>
<P>There they sat...the couple in the sunshine on the bench </P>
<P>(farthest from the shade, but closest to the fountain) </P>
<P>with fingers entwined, hair breeze-blown and entangled...</P>
<P>no eyes for others...no thoughts beyond their own radius</P>
<P>of radiance.</P>
<P>He regarded them.</P>
<P>He&nbsp;pursed his cracked lips and closed his wrinkled </P>
<P>eyelids and coaxed his old bones to obey once again...</P>
<P>He creaked his way upright </P>
<P>(almost, at least), </P>
<P>and shuffled slowly away.</P>
<P>&nbsp;</P>
<P>&nbsp;</P>
<P>&nbsp;</P>
<P>&nbsp;</P>
<P>&nbsp;</P>]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>beansidhe</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2006-07-28T17:40:43Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[giggity wiggity sigh oh my]]></title>
	      <link>http://beansidhe.buzznet.com/user/journal/36629/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>There once was a girl....</P>
<P>I knew her a bit.</P>
<P>She had untied shoelaces&nbsp;</P>
<P>every day&nbsp;</P>
<P>and&nbsp;a flyaway look to her</P>
<P>pigtails..untamed.</P>
<P>She&nbsp;chewed her fingernails</P>
<P>nubby-round-rough</P>
<P>and drove the boys wild climbing</P>
<P>trees in skirts.</P>
<P>She hardly ever fell very hard, but she</P>
<P>did fall often....</P>
<P>out of trees, off&nbsp; bikes riding too fast </P>
<P>or&nbsp;for a&nbsp;brooding grin&nbsp;</P>
<P>here and there...</P>
<P>She sometimes ended up&nbsp;with her teeth </P>
<P>loosened a bit, </P>
<P>or blood in her mouth.</P>
<P>Afterward, though,</P>
<P>she always brushed off, smiled,</P>
<P>winked, winced, spat, shrugged, cried, </P>
<P>giggled....</P>
<P>and rolled with it.</P>]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>beansidhe</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2006-07-19T13:47:25Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[MOOOOOOON]]></title>
	      <link>http://beansidhe.buzznet.com/user/journal/25490/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>








<h2>The Portrait of the Healer Idealist (iNFp)</h2>



<A href="http://www.advisorteam.com/user/ktsintro1.asp"></A>





<FONT size=+2><A href="http://keirsey.com/personality/nt.html">RATIONAL</A></FONT>

<FONT size=+2><A href="http://keirsey.com/personality/nf.html">IDEALIST</A></FONT>


<FONT size=+2><A href="http://keirsey.com/personality/sp.html">ARTISAN</A></FONT>

<FONT size=+2><A href="http://keirsey.com/personality/sj.html">GUARDIAN</A></FONT>




<IMG height=105 alt="[Isabel Myers]" src="http://keirsey.com/personality/myersisabel.jpg" width=102><IMG height=98 alt="[Richard Gere]" src="http://keirsey.com/personality/gererichard.jpg" width=79><IMG height=96 alt="[Mia Farrow]" src="http://keirsey.com/personality/farrowmia.jpg" width=80> <A href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Albert_Schweitzer" target=_persondetail><IMG height=99 alt="[Albert Schweitzer]" src="http://keirsey.com/personality/schweitzer1.gif" width=67></A><A href="http://www.advisorteam.com/newsletter/200412_diana.html"><IMG height=98 alt="[Princess Diana]" src="http://keirsey.com/personality/diana.jpg" width=74 border=2></A> <A href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aldous_Huxley" target=_persondetail><IMG height=102 alt="[Aldous Huxley]" src="http://keirsey.com/personality/huxleyaldous.jpg" width=77></A><IMG height=72 alt="[Audrey Hepburn]" src="http://keirsey.com/personality/hepburna.jpg" width=79><A href="http://users.viawest.net/%7Ekeirsey/armstrong.html"><IMG height=97 alt="[Karen Armstrong]" src="http://keirsey.com/personality/armstrongkaren.jpg" width=65 border=2></A></P>
<P>Healer <A href="http://keirsey.com/personality/nf.html">Idealists</A> are abstract in thought and speech, cooperative in striving for their ends, and informative and introverted in their interpersonal relations. Healer present a seemingly tranquil, and noticiably pleasant face to the world, and though to all appearances they might seem reserved, and even shy, on the inside they are anything but reserved, having a capacity for caring not always found in other types. They care deeply-indeed, passionately-about a few special persons or a favorite cause, and their fervent aim is to bring peace and integrity to their loved ones and the world. 
<P>Healers have a profound sense of idealism derived from a strong personal morality, and they conceive of the world as an ethical, honorable place. Indeed, to understand Healers, we must understand their idealism as almost boundless and selfless, inspiring them to make extraordinary sacrifices for someone or something they believe in. The Healer is the Prince or Princess of fairytale, the King's Champion or Defender of the Faith, like Sir Galahad or Joan of Arc. Healers are found in only 1 percent of the general population, although, at times, their idealism leaves them feeling even more isolated from the rest of humanity. 
<P>&nbsp;Healers seek unity in their lives, unity of body and mind, emotions and intellect, perhaps because they are likely to have a sense of inner division threaded through their lives, which comes from their often unhappy childhood. Healers live a fantasy-filled childhood, which, unfortunately, is discouraged or even punished by many parents. In a practical-minded family, required by their parents to be sociable and industrious in concrete ways, and also given down-to-earth siblings who conform to these parental expectations, Healers come to see themselves as ugly ducklings. Other types usually shrug off parental expectations that do not fit them, but not the Healers. Wishing to please their parents and siblings, but not knowing quite how to do it, they try to hide their differences, believing they are bad to be so fanciful, so unlike their more solid brothers and sisters. They wonder, some of them for the rest of their lives, whether they are OK. They are quite OK, just different from the rest of their family-swans reared in a family of ducks. Even so, to realize and really believe this is not easy for them. Deeply committed to the positive and the good, yet taught to believe there is evil in them, Healers can come to develop a certain fascination with the problem of good and evil, sacred and profane. Healers are drawn toward purity, but can become engrossed with the profane, continuously on the lookout for the wickedness that lurks within them. Then, when Healers believe thay have yielded to an impure temptation, they may be given to acts of self-sacrifice in atonement. Others seldom detect this inner turmoil, however, for the struggle between good and evil is within the Healer, who does not feel compelled to make the issue public. </P>]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>beansidhe</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2006-05-31T08:56:30Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Saffron]]></title>
	      <link>http://beansidhe.buzznet.com/user/journal/21721/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>Becoming golden.</P>
<P>Hatred drowned&nbsp;in spices.</P>
<P>Greed&nbsp;dried on sunbaked rocks.</P>
<P>Delusions, the shadows between fabric folds.</P>
<P>Living the saffron life.</P>
<P>&nbsp;</P>
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<P>&nbsp;</P>
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<P>&nbsp;</P>]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>beansidhe</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2006-05-09T15:54:58Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[BELTANE]]></title>
	      <link>http://beansidhe.buzznet.com/user/journal/20531/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>Collected May dew and washed my face in it.</P>
<P>Confessed my love.</P>
<P>Danced and will continue to dance until I fall&nbsp;down happy&nbsp;tonight.</P>
<P>My blood is running hot.</P>
<P>The girl&nbsp;is beautiful, she is beautiful.</P>
<P><IMG src="http://img.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/2/8/7/9/orig-12879.jpg" border=0><BR></P>]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>beansidhe</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2006-05-01T13:59:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Fingertip]]></title>
	      <link>http://beansidhe.buzznet.com/user/journal/19752/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>One light fingertip on my wrist</P>
<P>taking my measure without effort;</P>
<P>watching my eyes.</P>
<P>&nbsp;</P>
<P>I&nbsp;betray my-own-self.</P>
<P>I bite my lip, he bites my lip.</P>
<P>&nbsp;</P>
<P>One light fingertip on my chest</P>
<P>pushing me down without effort;</P>
<P>watching my eyes.</P>
<P>&nbsp;</P>
<P>He reveals nothing.</P>
<P>I breathe out, he breathes in.</P>
<P>&nbsp;</P>
<P>One light fingertip on my lips</P>
<P>shushing me once without effort;</P>
<P>closing my eyes.</P>
<P>&nbsp;</P>
<P>My eyes are closed.</P>
<P>&nbsp;</P>
<P>&nbsp;</P>]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>beansidhe</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2006-04-25T10:27:09Z</dc:date>
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